I am writing this after having about 3 hours of sleep. I feel like a zombie! So, I hope this all makes sense. I’ve been feeling my usual mixed emotions over the last few weeks. I’ve felt hurt, making me want to retreat, which was fortunate as that’s what I…
Something happened recently that has never happened to me in my 42 years. I completely forgot about an appointment. It was Monday morning and my last “day off.” I woke up at 9am after an unusually good sleep and was having a cup of tea, catching up on TOWIE. I…
Ugh. Here we are again. I feel like I’m constantly ricocheting through the same cycle of emotions. Just a few weeks back, I was looking forward to a weekend trip to stay at my friend’s Hereford. Those weekends are always a breather—a mix of relaxation, laughter, good food, and drinks.…
I thought I would take some time to fill you in on my HRT journey, seeing as I have dragged you all through the misery of getting it with me! It’s been six weeks since I started using Oestrogel and I have now been on two rounds of Utrogestan (progesterone…
Earlier this year, Tanya began offering a 5-minute tarot reading subscription, so I thought, what better time than around Halloween to start sharing some of my readings with you? The Reading My first reading was at the end of May. Tanya told me that she was getting a work vibe.…
I was lucky enough to have a counselling session the morning after I ended my last post and I was back in what I like to call my “sane mind.” I could think more clearly and went into the session with the aim of getting some ideas and techniques I could practice…
Last week, I ended my post by saying I was going to start focusing on what I could control. Someone was definitely having a laugh with me that night. I got a grand total of 2 hours and 1 minute of sleep. At 3:45 a.m., I gave up and went…
Last week, I left you at the point where I had managed to bag a telephone appointment that very morning to talk to my doctor. She called me just after 10 a.m., apologising for the blood pressure machine not working properly. She said she didn’t want to put me on…
Yesterday I wrote a post about my toxic productivity. As I said, articles about productivity are everywhere so I found 5 articles on Medium that instead talk about slowing down, taking a break and looking at life from a different perspective. After reading this article from T. M. Watson, I realised I…
Despite my blood pressure woes, I somehow managed to turn my mood around, which was fortunate as we had a rather sociable weekend. We had a wedding reception on the Friday evening at the stunning Woodhall Manor. It really had the wow factor. It was a friend of the husband,…